Am I Really

Am I Really? – Chris Borgman

I put her in the trunk of my car
I thought she was dead
but I didn’t know
she overdosed in bed

I got a sinking feeling inside
somehow I was to blame
I couldn’t tell you how or why
maybe I’ve been framed

in the car mirror what do I see
bright lights flashing and reflecting
looking down there’s a shovel next to me
should I try to flee?

CHORUS
shovel in one hand
blood on the other
am I really
guilty?

now I’m waiting by the side of the road
my head hanging low
just then a loud banging sound
had she come around?

is she alive in the trunk of my car
this is getting quite bizarre
I opened the back and she tried to attack
she was high on crack

CHORUS

I can’t remember what I should, I should remember what I can’t
I can’t remember anything, about you

some time has passed and I’m finally home
still I don’t understand
I can’t remember her face or name
someone please explain

waking up now and I’m so confused
my skin, cold, wet, and bruised
why am I outside, looking down
at a 6 foot hole?

CHORUS

I can’t remember what I should, I should remember what I can’t
I can’t remember anything, about you